Because, it isn't just about you. You might think that offing yourself is better for everyone, that you're doing the world a favor. But let's not kid ourselves, here -- it's just the easier way to go.

[Easier to just end it than to deal with the hard road of trying to fix things. The pain of trying to get better, to be better. Living is hard. Why bother?

[She knows why now.]

After shit like that, people look at you different. Like you're weak, like you are something that needs to be protected.

And it's fucking annoying.

[Well. That's one way of putting it.]