[ It doesn't seem like there's much point anymore in letting people in. She has limited insight; despite all the good it obviously did her, right now she can only see the bad. And she can only see a future where it will continue to be bad.
She can only barely remember a time before Haven. A time when she wasn't happy, but she could pretend to be. She wonders if she can get that back somehow. She wonders if it'd be worth it to revert. ]
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[ It doesn't seem like there's much point anymore in letting people in. She has limited insight; despite all the good it obviously did her, right now she can only see the bad. And she can only see a future where it will continue to be bad.
She can only barely remember a time before Haven. A time when she wasn't happy, but she could pretend to be. She wonders if she can get that back somehow. She wonders if it'd be worth it to revert. ]