You think I'd have learned that, [ she sighs, placing a hand gingerly to her heart. As if it actually aches and she needs to soothe it. Honestly, it kind of does. A dull pain deep in her chest that doesn't ever quite go away these days. ]

Need to invite more new things into my life, I think. Haven't really... been too social lately, I guess. [ There were the network posts, yeah, but she hasn't been out in a while. Involved. She hasn't wanted to be, hasn't wanted to try and seek out a way to ease that loneliness because it usually had the opposite effect of making her even more acutely aware of how everyone she loved was gone. ]