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[lumberlady]

[sorry rey your shorthand is not translating... !]

...
REY need more time to insert word right?
is alright i no rush

[circumitus]

[OOF, words are hard. Okay going to try this again:]

went to meet on that one networking post

youknow
the one i found you on

it got weird

[lumberlady]

yes
big long POST i remember

it become weird?
how?

[circumitus]

maybe not WEIRD but
awkward

never said she was so pretty when agreed to try and help her figure out sync

& it just FEELS weird

[lumberlady]

never said was pretty?
is not pretty?
who is pretty?

SYNCHRONY is weird?

[circumitus]

no SHE is pretty

makes no sense why anyone like that would accept my help

was like being old gross piece of crusty bark next to perfectly crafted stationary & touching would just get my nasty sawdust everywhere

just fuckign weird

[lumberlady]

REY think
woman is too much pretty to stand next to?
if she accept help from REY
REY should not doubt heart!

[circumitus]

yes but

if someone is COMPLETELY out of your league then

there are lots of way better people around to help with that kind of thing isnt there

[lumberlady]

but if they choose REY
then there must be reason yes?

[circumitus]

if that reason is desperation then sure

[lumberlady]

no no
REY say
lots of people around to help!
there is many GEM people here
so could choose another but choose REY is cannot be desperate

[circumitus]

it doesnt make sense tho

was not supposed to be liked or appealing or approachable to most people thats just how it was

things are too different in these worlds

[lumberlady]

see RAY say correct
say how it was
is past talk
now not was
is!

see?

[circumitus]

only bc the asshole who tried to control me is dead




just


need to figure out how this synchrony thing works with people like that
seems more complicated than moonlacing
wasnt hard at all with you
with others it doesnt seem to work the same way

[lumberlady]

no "only"
is not mattering for pretty lady time how it become past not present
is past now.

no work same? which meaning?

[has she not been thinking that deeply about it, or was Konoha simply far more open to connection? who knows]

[circumitus]

means it doesnt feel as

effective??


helped a little to not go as crazy like when we were all changed and running amok but
checked the app that keeps track of manna after and its not a lot

cant help but feel like something is

think 'blocked up' is the best way to describe it

[lumberlady]

[she sees you dodging...]

not making much money?
i is more expensive?

[circumitus]

[DON'T KNOW WHAT UR TALKING ABOUT AAAAAAAAA]

yea

something like that

[lumberlady]

[WE'LL COME BACK TO THIS MA'AM]

oh
i did not realize i is expensive
surprise...
i no do test just check total when shopping...

[circumitus]

[NOPE SORRY CASE RESOLVED TIME TO MOVE ON 🙃]

well

wouldnt say youre EXPENSIVE
just seems it easier to make manna with you than with strangers

was hard to try with chiron too

[Though that's not too much of a surprise -- Rey didn't really do Moonlacing with men in Lunatia, let alone get comfortable with many of them like... that. Simply holding hands felt strange.]

decided to check bc it didnt feel the same
turned out to not be as much manna by end & didnt make as much

[lumberlady]

interest having information...
REY is smart
i check i 's next time.

manna making is not difficult with CHIRON
for i?

[circumitus]

should be something called 'GEMSYNC' on your phone
thats how you do it

you just do the handholding shit and other stuff like that?
might just be more of a 'me' problem than syncing itself

[lumberlady]

yes this APP i know
i will check after do touching
not only before shopping

yes
hold hand and lay sides together

[circumitus]

& it

it hasnt made you feel like you have to do any


other stuff too?


like no iris stuff??

[Because that sure was a hangup the second something starts to "feel all warm and fuzzy" with someone she just met.]

[lumberlady]

no, not like IRIS...
is feeling nice but
comfort nice
not mating desire nice

until this time.