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[circumitus]

cage had

stuff

inside

made some things easier during sanguis
at time

[Yikes on bikes, Rey.]

OF COURSE its not a home
wasnt meant to be a home
last few homes before lunatia blew up so dont make a habit of getting attached to one place for long
safer that way

1/2

[lumberlady]

okay.

[cages..................................... yikes]

[lumberlady]

[but that aside,]

REY say place is like i and CHIRON has
this is home place.
so if you have place like this
it is home place.

[circumitus]

well
its not EXACTLY like


not making any commitments to one place right now
this being just a place to stay at for while

sleeping in park benches and trees isnt comfortable when there are people around
fewer in this area
probly because gem people talk like its haunted

[lumberlady]

REY just is not wanting to say word "home"
does not have to be heavy word like REY thinks

[circumitus]

thats ridiculous
just dont want to jinx it

[As if that is any less ridiculous.]

[lumberlady]

jinx is no more ridiculous also

[circumitus]

not when homes have blown up last time and lots of people were hurt

even when trying to start over and do better
bad shit just follows me
dont want to risk bringing that to other worlds too
like a curse

[Yeah it's more superstitious than Rey might seem, but she also doesn't like taking chances.]

[lumberlady]

[...]

when REY no want do new thing
always want talk about past in REY 's world
bad thing was bad and i is sorry
but not in REY 's world
so is not reason here.

show i curse if curse is real
and not REY being scared

[circumitus]

past doesnt DISAPPEAR just because world is different

that shit makes you
even if bad

feels WRONG to live decades knowing only killing & not much else
then think you deserve to even entertain ideas of a happy after

[lumberlady]

i no say disappear
that is foolish
past never disappear
but just because happen before does not mean happen again
especially true if world is now so different

REY says feel wrong
i say is wrong to not allow REY to live in now time
not in past time

give prayer for dead people
so they stop following you

[circumitus]

prayer what?

[Rey might've learned a little about religion on the surface level, thanks to her brother. But she never quite got to the parts about spiritual practice of literally anything ever.]

[lumberlady]

if ghost is always following
give prayer
make go rest.

[not that she thinks the literal kuyo service is what would help Rey, but. metaphorically...]

[circumitus]

cant be THAT easy

how does it even work???

[Rey has doubts, but she's at least trying to be open to suggestions. Not making any promises, but it's a start.]

[lumberlady]

of course not easy
but have to tell goodbye
in i 's world, call monk, burn incense, chant sutra
but all is just way for saying goodbye

[circumitus]

dont know if they have monks like that here

whats sutra?

[lumberlady]

monk is i 's world way
REY will need to do REY 's way.

sutra is text for Buddhist people
teaching of Shaka wise buddha

[circumitus]

dont have a 'way'

no ones ever suggested something like before

want to know how it works i

i might not understand all of it
but i want to try to understand

[lumberlady]

i no know what is in sutra
can not read, and speech is old words
but know is wise teaching

do ritual to tell spirit to rest
no more following
no more stay in human world
must go away
go for punishment
or go for rebirth
but is unnatural to stay

[circumitus]

ok
maybe someone in this world has something

seen shrines underground but dont know if we can go near them

my brother was better at this spiritual shit he was actually raised with it
would be easier if he was around

[lumberlady]

is possible
i meet one woman who says is priestess

i no know underground
said was danger, so i no go.





much would be more easy if family is around
yes.

[circumitus]

will

see about looking into that sort of thing

thank you
mean that

[Rey isn't sure if it'd ever help her feel more at peace, but she has been told that she needs to work on forgiving herself, so... Maybe it's one way to do it.]

underground IS dangerous
wouldnt recommend

yea
hate wishing for someone but
hed have an easier time in these worlds
much more into that touchy feely shit

[lumberlady]

if need help
please ask.

i stay away
if REY goes, be careful

also should not wish
but being more easy is still true.

[circumitus]

will try to

no worries
plan to keep guard up when going down there

anyway

thanks for talk

should get back to working on this thing

[lumberlady]

good
i know REY is strong but
this world is new and strange so
always good to be careful

welcome always