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RESIDENCE ✦ In a cardboard box
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby
"not here right now. leave a message. will get back soon. probably."

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[lumberlady]

no need apology
everywhere chaos

i no know if works
i have place to go
but i hurt other s.

so hope sky does not change color again.

[circumitus]

theres no way you couldve expected it
fuckers here didnt bother to warn us

if place is equipped to hold then might be better next time

assuming same shit happens

[lumberlady]

REY say place but
sound is like cage

[circumitus]

may be

[lumberlady]

i see

[circumitus]

[That tone is fucking palpable even via text.]

IT GOT LOT OF PILLOWS OK itll be FINE
will show you

[lumberlady]

if is cage
i think pillow number is not changing much

[circumitus]

wrong

pillow number change fuckign EVERYTHING

[lumberlady]

i think
we talk about different cage

[circumitus]

no no

same cage just more pillows

good for punching

[lumberlady]

... then no
i still disagree

[circumitus]

WHAT BUT WHY THO???

WHAT YOU KNOW????????

[Oops that capslock and too lazy to fix it.]

[lumberlady]

[????]

know that if have to make home cage
to not hurt other when sky turn color
no matter how many pillow you have?
still cage???

[circumitus]

wait youre not talking about

REAL cages right now are you???


like cages at some lunatia hotels????

[lumberlady]

why does LUNATIA hotel have cage?
i never go why i know

REY say REY 's place equip to hold if change
so not to hurt people
so i say sound like cage not home place
sound like
not real cage???

[circumitus]

cage had

stuff

inside

made some things easier during sanguis
at time

[Yikes on bikes, Rey.]

OF COURSE its not a home
wasnt meant to be a home
last few homes before lunatia blew up so dont make a habit of getting attached to one place for long
safer that way

1/2

[lumberlady]

okay.

[cages..................................... yikes]

[lumberlady]

[but that aside,]

REY say place is like i and CHIRON has
this is home place.
so if you have place like this
it is home place.

[circumitus]

well
its not EXACTLY like


not making any commitments to one place right now
this being just a place to stay at for while

sleeping in park benches and trees isnt comfortable when there are people around
fewer in this area
probly because gem people talk like its haunted

[lumberlady]

REY just is not wanting to say word "home"
does not have to be heavy word like REY thinks

[circumitus]

thats ridiculous
just dont want to jinx it

[As if that is any less ridiculous.]

[lumberlady]

jinx is no more ridiculous also

[circumitus]

not when homes have blown up last time and lots of people were hurt

even when trying to start over and do better
bad shit just follows me
dont want to risk bringing that to other worlds too
like a curse

[Yeah it's more superstitious than Rey might seem, but she also doesn't like taking chances.]

[lumberlady]

[...]

when REY no want do new thing
always want talk about past in REY 's world
bad thing was bad and i is sorry
but not in REY 's world
so is not reason here.

show i curse if curse is real
and not REY being scared

[circumitus]

past doesnt DISAPPEAR just because world is different

that shit makes you
even if bad

feels WRONG to live decades knowing only killing & not much else
then think you deserve to even entertain ideas of a happy after