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[The staring never ended...Rey, that answered nothing. Mikasa remained silent for a moment, waiting for Rey to finish. Her head tilting after a pregnant pause. She was drawing a blank.

When Rey still didn't speak. Mikasa just gave a nod.]

Uh-huh... [She listen, just giving Rey a reminder she here. Go on? Before she thought up something herself.]

[If Rey could be sweating bullets, she would. Because she does not want to have this conversation again.]

You really... didn't just check the network before coming here, or anything?

[Multiple people were appalled at the suggestion of cutting off her new dick. She'd have figured that's why Mikasa was here. But maybe it really was because of sensitive hearing?

[In which case, it's both a blessing and a curse, depending on how much Rey wants to relieve the horror of this morning.]

No...[And with that Mikasa frowned. Her hands going down, reaching for the pockets of her skirt. Shuffling a little so she could reach into them...The frown deepening when she realised she'd not brought the thing with her.]

...Why? What happened?

[She leaned forward a little, curiosity starting to win. Tell her what she missed.]

[Discomfort writes on Rey's expression at that disappointing response, her torso leaning back as Mikasa leans in. Goddammit, this would've been so much easier if she could just know what happened...]

This, um, change, it... kind of did shit to the way it's supposed to look... down there.

[Could she be any more vague without outright fucking flashing herself?]

Like... male parts? Instead of... how it's supposed to be...

...Male parts..? [For a moment, Mikasa just stared. Mouth hanging open. Then comprehension dawned on her. Oh.... Ohhhh. Her head fell with this knowledge as those it was a weight that made it impossible to keep it high.] You have..? [Just give her a few seconds to let the spluttering die down. Audibly swallowing-]

That can change?

[Then her head fell even more, her chin sinking into the fur around her neck as Mikasa...looked down at her own skirt-covered crotch.]

[It probably wouldn't have mattered what she did, but Mikasa's reaction causes Rey to retreat a few steps even more. Her shoulders tucking inward as if to make herself small and unseen.]

Guess so...

Least, it's possible for Rubies.

[So far none of the responses to her post indicate that such a change has occurred to them. Maybe it's a matter of time. Though Rey feels guilty for expecting that -- she wouldn't wish this shit on anyone.]

[Mikasa's head lifted from her fur and skirt-covered crotch at the sound of Rey shuffling away. Breathing out through her nose. Giving Rey a half nod. Unsure of what to say to this discovery.]

Um... [Another breath, another look around and some more blank staring at Rey's face. There really were no words.] ...You okay? [Because Rey didn't look okay. But Mikasa wasn't sure what else she could say. So she just stared up, her eyebrow furrowing.]

[As easy as it would be to lie and be done with it, Rey knows she can't hide her emotions like this. Though she's had time to process what's happened to her, there's still that stage of acceptance she hasn't quite hit just yet.]

Not really. [Her arms cross over her chest, red-clawed hands visible.

[Some have told her that she could just "take care of it herself", but she inevitably ran into similar issues when her changes make her more prickly than normal. As such, she's become an awkward, fidgeting mess with a frequent case of blue balls.]

It... kind of hurts, sometimes, and... is really fucking hard to ignore.

[Phrasing, Rey. Phrasing.]

[She wilted a little, shoulds slumping in unease. Pursing her lips at Rey.]

It hurts? [Softly.] Did you sit on it? [Mikasa lacked a penis to know, but she'd heard some talk of guys sitting wrong and...squishing themselves. Even without confirmation, Mikasa winced. Her eyes scrunching as she contemplated existence.

Unconsciously. Not even standing, Mikasa shuffled a little closer, just scooting along on the floor.]

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[That question comes so soon after Rey's network post that she just balks at Mikasa.]

How the fuck is that a thing...?

[Fortunately sitting on herself that way hasn't been an issue, but she's had other discomforts as well.

[She shakes her head, pinching the bridge of her nose as Mikasa inches closer.]

No. Guess it's just... too much for normal clothes? Haven't really felt like looking at it.

[On account of just feeling so goddamn uncomfortable in her own red skin at the moment.]

[Her shoulders gave a little jump. She didn't know, she'd just heard.]

...Maybe I just know idiots. [Do not doubt the dumb ways people could get themselves hurt. She pursed her lips, nose wrinkling at a scent she couldn't place. Bleh...what a mess.] I guess...[Slow, tentative. She was trying to word it gently but.....] ...I guess it's difficult because it...dangles.

[She'd tried. But she had no idea...] Are you being brought guy's underwear? [Mikasa hadn't known there was so much difference. It was just shorts, wasn't it?]

Is possible. [Rey's response is curt and jarring, even for her.

[But there is one other that she's fussing over, her head a jumbled mess just from thinking about it. And the more she thinks about it, the more she's aware that it exists.]

Actually, it's not, um -- out? -- most of the time? Just when...

[Lordy, how to explain your bizarro demon dong without visual representation? Maybe she should invest in a dry erase board. Right now, however, Rey looks like she wants nothing more than to sink into the ground.]

But, er, yeah, getting some... underwear. Just in case. Would feel awkward going into public right now.

[Mikasa just made a vague noise. It might have been a weak attempt at a laugh or she was choking on nothing. Just a noncommittal noise. Because it wasn't something she'd ever really thought about. She'd been born with one of the things, she'd never know how it felt.

...Except she might learn here. Thanks to the gems. That thought made her remain silent, getting lost in thoughts. Then her head lifted, eyebrows raising as she processed Rey's words.]

...Not out?

[bUTTtt didn't peen dangle??]

[Already regretting her decision to share more details than she'd wanted, Rey's flushed face heats up even more. It's almost getting to the point where her physical body is starting to radiate hot waves of energy.

[Not that Rey is aware of it yet. She's too distracted scrambling for a better way to explain her predicament without being showy about the whole damn thing.]

It... It's not normal. As in... Have both parts. Male and female. And, um...

[Oh dear. Is that blanket starting to smoke?]

[Rey was scrambling and Mikasa's brain was scrambled. Though the sudden warmth was a slight comfort, making her untense, the ruff of thick fur at her neck puffing up.

Both parts..? Well she knew what both parts were, but on the same person. She'd not thought that was possible, though nor had Rey by the sounds of it. Rey's flush was unnoticed on her red skin, but Mikasa was a little preoccupied with her own thoughts. As messy as they were.

...She sniffed again. Nose giving a little twitch.

Yeah, that weird musk was there again and...smoke? She stilled at the scent, shoulders hunching as it reached the dumb animal brain.]

Fire-! [And what proceeded was the most awkward backpedal. Her hands shoving at the ground to push her body back even as her legs were rooted to the spot. The result was her just tumbling backward. Blunt little claws scrabbling for purchase on something, tangling in fabric.]

[Somehow, at some point, that fabric Mikasa became entangled in was part of the blanket covering Rey. Which, as she attempts to scramble away from the smoke, inevitably sends her pitching forward.]

FU--!

[Forced to abandon her efforts to cover her body, Rey flails to keep from eating dirt.

[Instead, she lands on top of Mikasa. What little that had been hiding her naked body now drapes loosely below her waist.]

[Her own skirt, the blanket. Mikasa was tangled in everything in her mad frenzy to move. Her movements slowed after a second, leaving her prone and crouched as her human brain cells started to bring logic back into the equation.

That moment of stillness was enough for Rey to completely bodyslam her. She fell into the ground, landing with a grunt. Starting to lift herself again without thinking. Bumping straight into Rey again.]

Huh?

[That bump turns into a straight up headbutt, as Mikasa moves to get up with Rey still on top of her. A pained, irritable noise yelps out, barely sounding like her own voice.

[Eyes squeezed shut through the spinning pain, Rey composes herself for a moment. It hasn't quite sunk in that she's more or less naked on top of Mikasa, more exposed than she's ever been. Or that Rey has been supporting herself over the ground on either side of Mikasa's head.

[A compromising position, if one has ever seen such a thing.]

Ow, fuck...

[In turn, Mikasa grunted. Flinching back slightly, a hand trying to come up to rub at her forehead...Only to prod Rey in the ribs and give up with a huff.

A huff that she felt. The warm breath bouncing off of Rey's face. For a moment, Mikasa just stared, head tilting as she looked at the face that was so close to her own. Confused at why it was there. Not moving away, still partly stuck in a tangle of limbs. Then...

...She blepped. The very tip of her tongue poking out, then retreated again. Then again. Her head slowly coming up to just...press her cheek into Rey's cheek.]

[That prod immediately shoots Rey's awareness back to reality, if only because she realizes just how close Mikasa is.

[And then she's even closer. Really close. In a way that Rey isn't used to most people being.]

What're you...?

[As if the blep wasn't confusing enough. Now Mikasa moves to her cheek, and any words Rey meant to say screeches to a halt.

[It also probably doesn't help that she's sporting a raging erection, now made worse by Mikasa's warmth and face, pressed to her own. If she were to move now, she can kiss any hope of hiding it goodbye.]

[It was only a tiny blep-! Mikasa didn't enough notice as her eyes slid shut and nuzzled. Only gently. Just the lightest brush as she sniffed. Not doing anything else, just chilling.

Then the arm she'd been using to hold herself gave way. Not because she couldn't hold her own weight, but because her body had gone slack. She flopped to the ground, wiggling and squirm under Rey, brushing against her arm, just getting comft-

She froze. Feeling something press against her stomach. Her eyes opening as she blinked up at Rey.] Huh? [It took another second for her lips to part in a silent 'oh' as she remembered just what Rey had.] Is that..?

[She cause boner??]

[Sorry, Mikasa. Rey's sex drive has been cranked up to 11 ever since she woke up this way. It'd been easy to ignore at first, but...

[Not so easy to ignore now. Rey's face turns beet red when she realizes her "new addition" is also brushing Mikasa. Now would probably be a good time to scramble off, but for whatever reason... Rey can't bring herself to move.

[Also she can't seem to look Mikasa in the eye as she casts a sidelong look away.]

Y-yeah, it's... that.

[Her shoulders tense. An awkward silence follows, as her claws curl over the earth.]

Sorry, um. Can get off. [phrasing, Rey] Just... need a moment.

[Well it was time for Mikasa to turn into a tomato as well. Her breath uneven as she tried and failed to keep still. Trying not to move so she wouldn't press against Rey-Rey's...that.

Even if Rey was looking away, Mikasa kept looking straight ahead, her eyes focused firmly on the other woman's forehead. Just silently waiting. Then she shivered, her eyes glancing at the sound of claws ripping up dirt. Head-turning slightly to look, her body accidentally shifting.]

You can't get off..? [A smart person- A person who was better at these things might have been able to point out the bad phrasing. But Mikasa just mumbled Rey's words back at her. Then she jolted, twisting to try and meet Rey's eyes again.] ...A moment to do wha- [Only to freeze when her nose bumped Rey's. Foreheads almost touching.

...So close. So warm.] Uh...

[Oh. Shit. They're close, aren't they? A little too close...

[So then why was there a part of Rey who kept feeling that they weren't close enough?]

Y-you're not uncomfortable, are you?

[Even with her sex drive cranked up to eleven, Rey still feels the strong need to make sure that Mikasa isn't doing what she's doing out of anxiety or whatever. She seems like someone who's even less versed in these kinds of encounters than Rey is these days.]

[So close that Mikasa could feel Rey's breath as she spoke. She swallowed.]

No. I feel fine... [Despite her words, her face scrunched up. Biting her lip as she inhaled, trying to reign her flushed cheeks back.] Is that...w-weird? To like this... [She cringed at her own clumsy words. It felt like this was something she should be uncomfortable by, to want to get away from but... She didn't. If anything she felt more comfortable, snuggled up close like this. Their bodies pressed close.]

Do you?

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they're both hopeless, so the anime gods have forced my hand.

that fucking icon

i don't get to use it nearly as much as i'd like. (◕‿◕✿)

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